this. is. me.
so, i am horrible at keeping in touch with people. but some people seem to forget that it’s a 2 way street.
so i don’t know why i feel all the responsibility to do so, and obligated as such, i have a life too, PLUS mine is extremely busy right now, trying to deal with my medical issues, and yes other people have medical issues as well . . . i get that. i understand. but this started way before all that. even when i lived in the midst of everyone i had issues keeping in touch. it’s not selfishness. . . it’s living. and besides that — no one else seems to feel the same obligation that i do. . . so why do i keep stressing out over it?!!?!? and thinking that any of it matters!!!
I had a better worded blog in my head; but as the time came to put it out, the eloquence escaped. *sigh*