hey now weight a minute
i have lost a grand total of 9 pounds thus far… from when i first started freaking out about my weight ((and we got a scale)) to now… that feels so good!! and tomorrow is Cinco De Mayo… i might want to go out, but i will be very conscious of what i eat… and drink… and sunday i am going to dinner with my m/i/l for Mother’s Day… that will be difficult to watch out on, but that’s why i extended my strict dieting until then… ((with the possible exception of 5May))
but i’m just so happy !! i wish it actually showed!!! i don’t see it.. but, hey, the scale doesn’t lie (at least i hope not!!)
that was at the end of the day, so tomorrow — it might be a full 10 pounds!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWESOME
and i can wear my pre fat fat jeans… the first ones i got to fit into after i gained weight… (yeah that’s horrible) but they are a smaller size than the ones i bought b/c i couldn’t fit into these ones anymore!!!!!!!!!
i have actually lost – 13 pounds… i forgot that i weighed in at an unbelievably disgusting (for me) amount, and now i am 13 pounds less… except that yesterday i gained 2 pounds from indulging… and that sucks, i also didn’t get to go to the gym b/c i was busy, and it wasn’t opened when i thought it was… my work uniform which i haven’t worn in just a week or two is significantly looser than it has been ever ((since i bought it to fit the fat me )) and that’s pretty dern cool!!!