the time has come
so, after being in the navy for almost 3 years… and impatiently waiting to leave this base — i got verbals (tentative orders for non-navy) today . . .
i should be ecstatic. fucking excited as hell. . .
but. i’m not.
i had no desire AT ALL to go to Virginia… annnnd that’s where it looks like we will be headed…
i am to report to school on July 16; so we are still here for another 2 months, which is ok, it gives us time to get stuff together and ready… i will find out next week for sure what is going on, and if my c school will be in Norfolk as well, but there is a slight possibility that the school (3 months-ish) will be in san diego… just depends who has openings when. . .
i know i should be thankful i got orders (well sorta got orders) but, i’m just so heartbroken that it isn’t florida. . . specifically key west…
i had my heart set on it, and i know the navy is full of disappointments, but, seriously… i’ve dealt with so much already, i just wanted SOMETHING to go my way…
granted i have tons of people that i know up there, and some of the people i know here are going to be up there, it’s just not where i wanted to be. . .
guess we’ll see what happens. . .
only time will tell