so i wanna post a blog

but, unfortunately, i have nothing to say right now.

i could complain about my every increasing weight… but — i’m pretty sure that won’t help me any… i complain about it all the time, in person, to my husband, to my co-workers, and to the few friends i contact…
i shudder everytime i look in the mirror. but i’m dieting, and working out… it’s just not as fast as i want it…

i can do an update… hmmm i’m working 12 hour shifts now.
trying to get 3m qualled (sp?) so i can do something, and impatiently awaiting getting into the indoc that was cancelled, b/c until i go through that i can’t officially start studying for my EIDWS pin. i want to get that before i advance… unfortunately, i’m going to have to start studying for the advancement exam… so it will be a little difficult to study for both and not confuse the hell out of myself…

umm, i’ve been perusing a TON of  blogs lately, i’ve found QUITE a few that i really like…
and then one that my friend started re-posting on…
so here’s a paragraph:
blogs i like. . .
http://usnspartan85.blogspot.com/   – a site from a fellow sailor… she’s very eloquent and super smart
http://thecheekydiva.com/  –  found her today while wandering through wordpress
http://righttobitch.com/  –  found him today while on the cheeky diva’s page
http://singlegirlblogging.com/  – ok, i’m not single. . . not by a long shot — but, i like the way this girl writes

these are just ones i’ve found in the past 24 hours…
oh, there was one from the other day that i found via freshly pressed: http://diaryofasadwidow.wordpress.com/   — i started reading it b/c of the title on freshly pressed – and ended up very teary eyed while at work… kind of embarrassing . . . but, hey it’s whatever…   (((((p.s. — i don’t know the proper protocol for linking a blog… i’m just sharing some that i happened upon…if this happens to be you and you are offended, i apologize, and please share the appropriate way to link))))

i don’t follow blogs, unless i know the person… i feel that it’s kind of intrusive BUT — i wish for more followers on mine… how’s that for a dumb idea…

i also wish i could be freshly pressed…

i read criteria for getting pressed — i don’t want to comply…
you have to link here and there and everywhere… well, honestly folks, i don’t click on those links 9 times out of 10… I don’t like it to change the page i’m on or open another window…

i’m on crack, it’s cool, i know

so there’s a substantial portion of information…

um, what else…

i spent most of one entire work shift (12 hours if you don’t remember) on craftgawker.com  ((ooh look i kind of linked!)) because it’s so interesting to see what other people come up with from within their minds. i have been wanting to make jewelry for a long time now, i’m just not creative enough… well, let me take that back.  i have GREAT ideas in my head… it’s just getting them out of there and actually looking the way i want them to that poses a problem…
kind of like drawing… DUDE let me tell YOU — in my mind, i’m a fantastic artist…
i have always had the dream of being a fashion designer… unfortunately… i can’t draw. worth. shit.

so needless to say, i feel the same way when i have this craft/jewelry idea in my head and … it just never works out.. husband even has laughed at some of the miserable failures that have occurred… and while he IS supportive of what i want to do –  there’s not always a logistic outlet or result for what i create… for instance i made this very cool (in my opinion) wall hanging to hang in our new place … yeah, um, it’s sitting in our spare room along with all the boxes that we have no idea what to do with… uh — not hanging… and i made coasters! they are so cool looking!! but, you can’t really use them, b/c for some reason, they don’t work right — you put your glass on it and it sticks… this does not go well with our new furniture… i don’t want to be the reason of a big dent in our new furniture… so i’m uninspired to create new things… i even made wall hangings back in illinois that i was just not happy with when i was done, but we hung them anyways, buuuut… ended up throwing them away when we moved b/c i wanted to do them better… ((yeah haven’t gotten there yet))     {note: look i linked!! and um, they are supposed to go to a new window, but it ends up changing the window you’re in… sigh}
anyways, i think i might attempt some form of making jewelry during my 12 hour shifts, b/c i’m gonna need a break from studying, and i start overnights soon… oy vey!!!

so, ok i guess i’ve rambled on incessantly enough for one blog…

~peace~

 

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About trozellerosio

I am me. that's really all there is to know. I am still figuring out exactly all that entails, but I think it takes a lifetime to do so...

Posted on November 25, 2012, in Life and tagged , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.

  1. Hey lady!! Parts of EIDWS overlap some of the stuff we have to study for the advancement exam, so that helps a little!!!

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