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Things that are in my brain

So much stuff is flowing through my brain right now. I’m quite irritated in general and thinking about stuff is making that worse… I’m also exhausted to an abnormal extent and that of course, makes everything worse.  

First thing on my mind is my friends of Facebook. 

I use Facebook to keep in touch with most of my friends that I’ve made through the navy and don’t see anymore, along with the friends and family I left behind when I moved to Florida. . . there are 2 people on my Facebook (now) that I have never actually met – and I will meet one of them at the end of January, and the other is her daughter (who happens to be my cousin).

 

Anyways – this world is just astounding in the level of racism that people are showing, the negativity to each other, the things that people find offensive – just everything is becoming a bit ridiculous. I have had to unfollow people, and even unfriend people… I hate that.  But these posts and the beliefs by people that I thought were better than that are just hurtful to my heart.  I am not actually stating what it is – but – I can’t believe that people that I thought were better than that – are so closeminded and downright awful. I try not to post my political views.  In fact, I wish that we could rid Facebook of political posts… it would make it a lot more pleasant place. 

It’s also annoying how “triggered” people become at such insignificant things. The world is offensive. It’s always been offensive. You control what you pay attention to and what you don’t.  With the advent of social media and the prevalence of our phones invading every space in our life – it’s easy to get caught up in things.

Be nice to each other.

Be kind.

Stop judging everyone so harshly.

“Be the good you want to see in the world.”

 

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maybe i can remember

so, i posted a facebook status about this — but i’m going to talk about it a little bit more here…

the people here cannot drive worth shit!!! it’s absolutley insane.

my drive isn’t really that bad. it’ s 17 miles, mostly highway, on a good day with no idiots — it’s 20 – 25 minutes…

BUT… there are so many horrible drivers here?!!!? i totally don’t get it!!!!!!!!!!

and the way the roads are designed is just… insane… a toddler could do a better job!

i find myself driving with my hands clenched around my steering wheel so tightly that it hurts, and my jaw clenched just as tightly…

it’s pretty painful…

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so, i started the special k diet last week… or this week… whenever – -monday.. .

annnnnd i bought all this stuff…

and then i realized that — this is so much processed food!! i don’t eat this much processed food on a normal basis… not even close… and now that’s ALL i’m eating except the fruits and veggies i can have… :-\

but, now i have all this special k stuff, so i gotta finish it out, and then i think i’m going to do the flat belly jumpstart diet… cuz that helped me lose weight last time i did it…

i’m working out as much as i am, on days i work at the beginning and end of my shift.. and i don’t know how that’s going to work when i start days this week…

however, i might try to do the programs that they are doing for the day workers… so, hopefully that helps…

but — BUT…

i’m not seeing any results… 😦

i’ve been doing this for over a month now, and nothing, and i know that results take time — but … i should be seeing SOMETHING… and i got nothing

i really need some help… i don’t have internet connectivity in the gyms i work out … so i can’t just go online and grab some workouts…

i research them at work, and even sometimes write them down; but – i just don’t remember the moves when it comes time to do it.. 😦

plus i’m craving candy!

i hate that!!! i hate craving sugar!!!

anyways…

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i did have more to talk about… but, i don’t remember it… of course… 😦

lazy americans

that’s mean…. not a nice title. but, seriously, i’ve had my fill…
the point of laziness has reached a new level.
apparently we are too lazy to say full words.
and i’m not talking about omg, or lol, or other text speak…
no, i’m talking about words… and phrases…
for example – -i don’t know when this happened, and pardon my language — but
when did ‘what the f*ck’ turn to ‘the f*ck’, and then ‘dafuq’ … seriously?? are you THAT lazy you can’t put the WHAT in front of it,
because that’s what makes it a coherent thought… albeit vulgar, it is coherent & complete…
another one that i heard on a show i was randomly watching the other night — a psychologist told her client
something to the effect of you’ll look gorgeous.
this is a woman with a p.h.d. (is that punctuated right??) and she said
“you’ll look gorge!!!”
i’m sorry.
is it really going to take you THAT much longer to say “us” at the end of that word!?!?!? are YOU serious!?!??!
i don’t know about you, but if someone tells me i’ll look ‘gorge’ i’m going to take offense to that …
because — the word ‘gorge’ implies {to me} obesity & gluttony… i know that it’s also a canyon,
but, that’s not the first thing that comes to my twisted & weight obsessed mind…
it angers me…
and yeah; i get it — everyone is a little bit lazy – hell, i am with my lack of proper capitalization… and on my days off — i’m definitely lazy —
i, however, prefer to call it afflicted with kittenitis… cuz… i have super cute kittens that like to cuddle 🙂

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